The first post

Hi my name is Sophia and welcome to my blog it is something new to me but I though as I am about to do something sexually  I have never done before I would document my feelings and what happens. How long I write this and what happens probably will depend on two things. 1 if I have the bottle to sleep with another man and 2 I get a lot of encouragement from others. 

I have been married to Dan for many years and very happy though he does get very aroused at the thought of me being with another man. Its not something I ever find a turn on but sometimes a women has to do what a women has to do so I play along and pretend I like the idea.

I guess it all stared when we were first going out in our teenage years and we would often go out with his friend Bob. Bob had grown up with Dan and they shared most things, they were like brothers. One night after a few drinks we were all sat on the settee having a laugh when Dan got up and turned out the main lights we were all sat in a darkened room though you could see outlines, we were  giggling a bit.

Dan said it was getting hot and before I could stop him he was unbuttoning my top and I literal froze. Dan continued to remove my top and then my bra I was very exposed in more ways than one. I could not look at Bob but I guess he was getting an eyeful, Dan started to fondle my breasts and I just sat there hoping he would go no further. At this point not had sex with one man let alone two men. I liked Bob and I knew he liked me but I think he was not ready for this either. Dan grabbed his hand and put it on my breast, I felt him gasp I think it was all too much. Dan started to suck on my nipple and offered Bob the other one but Bob said he had to go, I guess he was already a bit damp.

Not sure if I enjoyed it or not but I know Dan was excited by it all but I was not ready for this. So we carried on exporing our bodies and then eventually we had sex without anyone else though he would bring it into the conversation now and again. When he did he always performed... so I guess that is how it all started.... the years passed by and under pressure I am going to explore the though of having sex with another man... what will it be like to hold or suck another mans cock? hmmm... may be a short bolg!