Its seems Dan is keen to find out if I have ever been tempted by another man or have been approached for sex and the answer is no. I think he was a bit disappointed and was hoping I have been tempted but I guess its not on my mind or maybe its the fact the right man has not come along and pushed the right buttons.
He did talk about the attention I get but from my point of view its only looking, As a busty blue eyed blonde I do get a lot of looks especially if I have a lot of cleavage on show but maybe men are too scared and think I ams already getting enough. It surprising what goes through your mind and I guess I have had opportunities but I am happy, Dan has satisfied me and what if I did? Would another cock lead to another? What would I get out of it apart from the obvious :)
I guess now that I promised Dan I would look around for another man things may change he says I can be a bit abrupt around men and scare them. It seems I need a twinkle in my eye and need to get some bedroom eyes, now where can you buy those LOL Sort of feeling nervous is it something I should be doing and what will it feel like to have another man's cock inside me... oh lots of feelings, its like being a teenager again. I am sure today I will be looking at men in a different way.
On the swingers site last night I read things I did not understand some peoples sexual desires are so diverse, I have lots to learn but at least I have a couple as a new friend, they are not shy and I will learn a lot from them I guess its good they are so far away as have an excuse not to meet. Never thought a women would be attacked to me hm..
Sex was interesting last night Dan was pumping me harder in more ways than one! He went on for ages and he eventually came but I did not manage my orgasm I think I had too much on my mind. Need to find those bedroom eyes! I wonder what will happen today, just hope I can concentrate at work
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